Last night I had a crazy dream. Which isn't unusual for me...I always have very vivid and detailed dreams, pregnant or not.
In this one, I was at the hospital getting prepared for my c-section. My doctor came in and she said "I have bad news. You aren't carrying a baby....you're carrying a huge spider." I was extremely sad and horrified at the same time! How could this be?!?!
Well, I still had to have a c-section to get this monstrosity out of me. So while I'm hugging my Mom and sobbing in her arms, my doctor walks up and stabs a needle in my rear end! She said "I just thought I would get you numb while you weren't looking so you didn't feel it".
Next scene I'm in the Operating Room with my doctor standing over me. She has another needle in her hand and stabs it in my chest all "Pulp Fiction" style!! But of course in my dream, this was completely normal and didn't worry me at all...except when she couldn't get the needle out and fluid (not really blood...) started gushing all over the place. She was calling for a nurse to come in and help her and all the nurses were walking by saying things like "I'm on my lunch break" and "I'm off duty, sorry".
At that moment, I woke up to MJ being in my face saying "Hi Momma!!!".
WHAT IN HEAVEN'S NAME IS THIS ALL ABOUT?!?!
I can only assume it's my mind trying to prepare me for the surgery by giving me the most impossible and insane situation so that whatever actually happens on that day pales in comparison and is easy peasy. :)